Autumn is approching
Uni is starting soon
pumpkin, cinnamon, carrotcake, orange, persimmon make me happy
Healing Healing
to do :
orl doc
retrieve green chair
crash-test clean logotype
polski rap
buy a mono eraser
visit pele mele
deliver sugar to friend or honey
buy bread and tomato (myao)
starting to invite people for the artist market !
in the city :
paint perche pole (5 blocks, skatepark)
buy a mini farde for stickers+Naruto pen for friend idk
happy things :
- was offered a super elegant fountain pen from G.
- my cat sits on me in the morning
- custom cursors
- dig in my old autumn fall playlist
- little apples in the tree
- honey making with fam
- acquérir la perche pour peindre
- going to a concert alone and having interactions
- eating in the morning at a nice place, discovering cosy and yummy place in your own city
- asking a plushie to sleep with it at someone's place (important)
- being surrounded with plushies
- eating a pink apple 🍎 from tan market
- got a new nice jacket that looks like Busan's in Kisarazu Cat's Eyes
- two kids checking goodbye
- banh bo and vietnamese desserts
- waking up early because of a hilarious dream
- being noticed by a graffiti artist
- so excited for the concerts !
I have class at 4pm and end at 8pm and tomorrow I start at 8am and finish at 4pm...
2 hours of break between every Tuesday, I will go get a coffee then poop...
ate "flocon d'avoine" this morning and hazelnuts and the crunchy gave me headache
It's officially autumn ! 21/09
Happy fall season ! (*^ w ^)
It's very rainy here, but I feel there is an immense sun in my heart.
Wishing this solarity hits my environment
I really want to have some time to read more,
and to watch more films
But I feel like studying studying and taking notes and living differently than before
snifff I had a awesome day
sniufff it's now raining outside
snoufff i ate so well, I saw so many beautiful archives of my family and laughed so much
snoughh i still want to cry somehow deep bury inside of me
Social medias and messages feel overwhelming
Met and talked to same roots community people and they are so so so lovely. Collectivity truly help to find yourself a place in the world. Also communication, patience, flow.
These persons are gathering people from the same origin roots and offer them a place to create, express and meet up. I am a little bit shy but I can feel the big family I want to be adopted by.
Sun gently shine through the white curtains I haven't changed yet in my childhood room. I might have find a little cosy apartment in the centrum during the time of my art exposition and some concerts (Igorrr, maybe One ok Rock)
A friend of a friend in a big house of 7 persons.
I feel like jumping on every random opportunity and then being overwhelmed by so much to do but maybe " if you're attracted to something it probably means something for you."
Collecting things for my friends
Being grateful to be surrounded lovely people, cats, beautiful environment, family and fruits
Found this little strap of Ren from Dramatical Murder in secondhand and this is the reason why I wake up every morning. Also look at all my clean black tee
My skin isn't smooth as it used to be before
I find it concerning
Went to a student protest to support !!! Shouting loudly with my voice
Stepping out of one's comfort zone for solidarity
When you're kind of anti-social media lately the only media you use is vinted and neocities
I don't like this consumerism addiction.
But I love neocities and the access to the wide world web, so amazing
My first day of school went well !!!
Starting at 8am with Arabic lesson, then German, then Polish then theory of communication.
A super tall black girl sits next to me... and asked my number !! I thought : she is so cool and then this happened. wowowaw.
The polski course is absolutely divine, the teacher names is Michalina and is adorable. We jave have to chose one linguistic options in a list of so many !!! I am participating to all the courses so I can make my choice. I think I will register depending the teacher, the class and the way the course is structured
Annyways, it's good to start class and draw a little bit.
Sometimes, I feel a little bit too enthusiastic and euphoric and i am scared people think i am stupid (sometimes I can't keep the serious and dark envy side)
It's so quiet, sky is dark purple
Today is my first day of second year at uni.
Sun seems to wake up late in mid-September and so I am getting ready in the dark...
*yawning*
Good mroewning everybuddy
This morning I woke up way too early around 5:36 from a hilarious dream that made me loudly chuckles.
The rain was pouring outside and I could hear the wind violently slapping the drops on the window, feeling blue, like in an aquarium.
Made an apple cake with the apples 🍎 from the garden !!! My mom bought an airfryer and this is her precious kitchen new good
🏠
Some days ago, we went to a conference about housing, there is a crisis about finding a decent place to live in the capital (a reason why I had to move back to my mom's place), the pedagogy was interesting: explaining your key ring. Personally, I only have one key from my mother's house which us extremely worrying about my situation towards others. (not much actually, I decided to make it simple for the moment, and I already lived in three different places)
It's okay, it's going to be alright
Me and my friends are all looking for a place to stay, to rest, to create. Some friends assured my back telling me I can sleep at their place whenever I need too which is lovely (definitely should stay away from men's bed), but I don't want to be dependent on anyone
Anyways, I realised how important is it to have keys or access to places, under a roof, a safeplace. I suppose social prostitution is also a way to find a place to spend the night. You can not get keys without having social interactions anymore, all the steps to get a home, a door, a metallic thing that open it, walls, electricity and whatever build to make a house needed : it's a collaborative work.
🗝️
It's 6:58 am and I can hear my brother waking up to go to work, my cat is moewing
I have an appointment at 13:30 with a friend at uni, then I go deliver a plushie and birthday gift
I hope tomorrow (Tuesday, my first day of school) I will be able to wake up as early as today!
it reminds me of autumn blog from last year
I dyed my hair yesterday and the texture of it feels weird, I don't know how to dress (big shoes probably cause it rained) and what vibe to give and I must buy a new mono eraser
Saturday. grey, windy. Sunny in the morning. 15:59
Cancelling all plans to stay at home and read is the move of the end of week.
My cat has parasites (tapewormsl and it is stressing me the fuck out D:
Protagonist character isn't me or my turn now or ever, I am the support one and this is such a comfort position!
Romantize being the side character please
starting uni on 15th september ouggh nyoughh it's also Iano's birthday 🎂 🎈 going to bring them an orange and Diddle plushie and papers
Checking my uni schedule and already knowing that you're fucked
the Japanese and the Arabic course are happening the same time as the general classes so I can not participate unless I split myself in half. So disappointed.
I will probably check the German class, Polish, Czech, Slovenian and Italian. Excited because I love learning languages. I will learn on Duolingo too, like my brother does !
Disappointed that there is no Chinese or Vietnamese class. Uni failed
Back at home !
When I arrived home after the festival and sending two nights at different friend's place, my bro and mom where working on the yearly honeymaking (apicultor family)
The artist market was super nice and fun and I became all bubbly during three days, and I hope I wasn't too cringe
I decided to focus on what I enjoyed and happy moments than having regrets on what I did wrong, because it was intense and everything went pretty well (doesn't mean I deny what I can improve for the near future !) (^ w ^*) I got some gifts for my friends ♥️ and lots of trades !! precious people, precious goods and precious moments
My cat is sleeping all day
Leaving my hobonichi and pen at home ;-; can't risk to loose it or to forget it somewhere
Journaling where I can for some days. receipts, fdp (= feuille de poche), website
Goodmoewning, 5 september here. 9:58am super sunny from my room now. The sun rays pass through the fine white curtains. I havent changed it yet, everything is still in cardboard boxes. Today it's friday, we are going to an artist market ! I am super excited. I must not miss the bus since I only have one per hour... I am learning to be on time, to be patient. Tonight I am not sleeping at my place because we plan to stay up late, so I packed everything up to rest at different places. Everything is so uncertain, it's a kind of adventure ! I guess I can count on friends and new meetups, being dependent of people make me less a controlfreak. I must learn to trust people too
words : detachment, confidence and flow
Thinking about starting my blog here.
I really want to keep update Edamamechishiki and Akabanka in the near future.
Adding tomatoes pictures, and update my greeny healing vibe. Hydra is also a dreamy nostalgic place helping the retention of memories.
eternal page is also a really important site, full of daily advices.
Springtime and synthesis are my early season before summer, winter emanate frosty flakes hanging on the glass.
Timeless is my sleepy evening playlists... autumn, june, may.
Cycles.
the rest is on tree.
Autumn is approching Uni is starting soon pumpkin, cinnamon, carrotcake, orange, persimmon make me happy Healing Healing
It's very rainy here, but I feel there is an immense sun in my heart. Wishing this solarity hits my environment I really want to have some time to read more, and to watch more films But I feel like studying studying and taking notes and living differently than before
Saturday. grey, windy. Sunny in the morning. 15:59 Cancelling all plans to stay at home and read is the move of the end of week.
Leaving my hobonichi and pen at home ;-; can't risk to loose it or to forget it somewhere Journaling where I can for some days. receipts, fdp (= feuille de poche), website Goodmoewning, 5 september here. 9:58am super sunny from my room now. The sun rays pass through the fine white curtains. I havent changed it yet, everything is still in cardboard boxes. Today it's friday, we are going to an artist market ! I am super excited. I must not miss the bus since I only have one per hour... I am learning to be on time, to be patient. Tonight I am not sleeping at my place because we plan to stay up late, so I packed everything up to rest at different places. Everything is so uncertain, it's a kind of adventure ! I guess I can count on friends and new meetups, being dependent of people make me less a controlfreak. I must learn to trust people too words : detachment, confidence and flow Thinking about starting my blog here. I really want to keep update Edamamechishiki and Akabanka in the near future. Adding tomatoes pictures, and update my greeny healing vibe. Hydra is also a dreamy nostalgic place helping the retention of memories. eternal page is also a really important site, full of daily advices. Springtime and synthesis are my early season before summer, winter emanate frosty flakes hanging on the glass. Timeless is my sleepy evening playlists... autumn, june, may. Cycles. the rest is on tree.
