bonjour
yea
ate a soup this afternoon after chatchatting to Oscar, and also a tartocitron which was a very comforting moment
(took a picture I will probably upload when I reduce the resolution because I already hit 70% of the nc storage which is ... eh worrying.)
6°c tomorrow I have polski class then 4 hours of redaction and identification of cases
20:28 2°c frapper mon tête contre le mur, j'ai rien foutu aujourd'hui j'ai bcp à rattraper
4:27 That nap I took left me awake at night. Hopefully I don't have class tomorrow. I was thinking to engage myself into something social tomorrow (like going out) but I am not sure yet of the feeling.
Daydreaming about writing with that pen I found on the ground at uni on a white paper, I wanted to write about how I feel but suddenly there is no inspiration (I had so much to say, it vanished, maybe it wasn't that important) and no energy ; so I am laying in my bed with my cat. She is very round very attentive and needy, sometimes she plays silly and haughty
I am very sage, I studied a little bit but I feel like there is so much. I struggle to memorize the notions and make link with others subjects, I feel overwhelmed with everything, drowning even.
I need to make it simple, synthesis my notes.
Took a nap
greasy nap and ate a bowl of cereals at 1am
hibernating...
(i just wanna be kind and be surrounded with softness)
We are in November, it's raining a lot outside, super immaculate white sky in the morning or dull luminosity, a really good time to do indoor activities; like cooking, staying in bed or finding motivation to wear warm comfy clothes to not catch a cold even inside the home.
Creating this blog, I thought I would stay at home in peace but life and people push me to do indoors activities
- Strikes everywhere in the metropole but teachers can't have a break or pause their lessons : afraid to be late ? afraid to miss some matiere d'examen ? I wanted to sleep and relax but they recorded their course we have to listen at home (cursed)
- Putting my limits so relationshits stay away
- Sometimes I wonder if talking so much to a friend have positive consequences, I should keep my mouth shut, but I still need to explain why /ppl suck my energy
- I went to the restaurant and ate an ice cream 🍨
- The final bill of the evening (we were a lot, they drank a lot of alcohol and ate like gros tas) was half my rent lol
- I liked the broccoli little fried pancake and also the ravioli... miom
- Having english online class and learning the difference of modal verbs, and the function of per exemple : could (possibility) and would (ability)