le flan c mon vie

bonjour







So many things to do today... Might stay at home

ate a lot and woke up hungry in the middle of the night

9°c evening with friends, ate bread and soup
Leaving early because cool girls go home early to take care of their skin 💖

they liked the little ghost chips i brought... ? valeur sûre... reste prudent

13°c got a little hot choccy with Rone, and a little box with post-it!
homework homework 

Then I go back home doing my little crochet activities ~ (must study)

so happy to be at home!

music : You're so alive - Bad film

yea

6°c, ate a soup this afternoon after chatchatting to O., and also a tartocitron which was a very comforting moment
(took a picture I will probably upload when I reduce the resolution because I already hit 70% of the nc storage which is ... eh worrying.)

Tomorrow I have polski class then 4 hours of redaction and identification of cases


20:28 2°c frapper mon tête contre le mur, j'ai rien foutu aujourd'hui j'ai bcp à rattraper



4:27 That nap I took left me awake at night. Hopefully I don't have class tomorrow. I was thinking to engage myself into something social tomorrow (like going out) but I am not sure yet of the feeling.
Daydreaming about writing with that pen I found on the ground at uni on a white paper, I wanted to write about how I feel but suddenly there is no inspiration (I had so much to say, it vanished, maybe it wasn't that important) and no energy ; so I am laying in my bed with my cat. She is very round very attentive and needy, sometimes she plays silly and haughty
I am very sage, I studied a little bit but I feel like there is so much. I struggle to memorize the notions and make link with others subjects, I feel overwhelmed with everything, drowning even.
I need to make it simple, synthesis my notes.

Took a nap
greasy nap and ate a bowl of cereals at 1am
hibernating...


(i just wanna be kind and be surrounded with softness)

We are in November, it's raining a lot outside, super immaculate white sky in the morning or dull luminosity, a really good time to do indoor activities; like cooking, staying in bed or finding motivation to wear warm comfy clothes to not catch a cold even inside the home.
Creating this blog, I thought I would stay at home in peace but life and people push me to do indoors activities 

- Strikes everywhere in the metropole but teachers can't have a break or pause their lessons : afraid to be late ? afraid to miss some matiere d'examen ? I wanted to sleep and relax but they recorded their course we have to listen at home (cursed)
- I went to the restaurant and ate an ice cream 🍨 
- The final bill of the evening (we were a lot, they drank a lot of alcohol and ate like gros tas) was half my rent lol
- I liked the broccoli little fried pancake and also the ravioli... miom
- Having english online class and learning the difference of modal verbs, and the function of per exemple : could (possibility) and would (ability)

Cooking mama !! So comforting

Things I want to cook :

- cookies 🍪 
- dimsum (need : farine + tapioca ! shrooms, shrimps, egg)
- ban bao (meat, egg, shrimp, shroom)
- mousse o chocolat with tofu
- pumpkin bread (levure, farine, sel)
- carrot cake 🥕 
- raspberry tarts
- vietnamese desert with fruits (apple, peach, blueberry...), lavender, tapioca perls, coco milk and tea

must find :
- farine dimsum (wheat starch ou "tang flour, amidon de blé)
- rice vinegar + bo ball
- levure pain

banh bao note recette :
- farine
- levure
- sucre en poudre 
- lait
- eau
- huile de sésame 
(- vinaigre)

- meat 
- oeuf
- shiitake, shroom
- huile
- shrimp
- veggie, oignons

SAMOSA
	Samsa, samosa, somsa, sambosak, sambusa, samoosa, singada, samuza, chamuça, sambos
beignet originaire d'Asie centrale et du Moyen-Orient (Inde)
persan médieval : سنبوسگ (sanbosag)
hindi : samosa (समोसा)
arabe : سمبوسة (sambusa)

We made samosa with mom and it was hilarious because there are so many ways to fold the actual triangle !

Made some crêpes
And a tower crepe with fresh cheese, ham, mushrooms and zucchini and cheese again. Massive and good.

Next time I must try to do fluffy pancakes !! 🥞