Need more friends with wings
All the angels I know put concrete in my veins
I'd always walk home alone
So I became lifeless just like my telephone
There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change
There's nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There's nothing to gain
And I can't fight the pain

- Nothing to lose
  
 When the madness has consumed me
And I've mistaken it for my nature

- Lessons

Frigid and pale, my hands are tied behind my back. I can hear her footsteps echoing behind me. The light glistens on my skin from the grate above. She burns me with her cigarette, guiding me with pain. And she stood there, watching, lusting. Her desire for human flesh is potent in the air. No one will ever hurt me the way you do. Her cold touch grazes my cheek before her fingers enter my mouth. Her scent is hypnotizing. Sweat pours down the edge of my back. She grabs my hair, pulling my head backward and whispers into my ear. “I want to watch you suffer.” “I want to feel your pain.” She turns around, revealing her broken wings. No one will ever hurt me the way you do.

- Devil music

By pretending to be strong
The emptiness only bears tears

Can I drown in you ?
Can I devote myself to you ?
Someone, please love me

Let's bloom flowers of attempted suicide.

- 夢見ドロ