豆知識 mamechishiki means
"beans of knowledge"

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things that makes me happy : - tomato juice 🍅 - summer evenings, wanderings 🛴 - writing 🖋️ - laying in bed and opening my hobonichi to complete the day - going to cinema alone - dimsum - planning to see friends and writin them a letter - learn sign language - pictures of my cat !!

AKABANKA!

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Artfight 2025 for Kalek (artfight profile)

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Having unpopular and oldschool taste in music means : you know no one on the timetable of a festival


i'm going to bed but three of my fave blogs have been updated so I am excited to be tomorrow!! also seeing my beloved friend who travelled for an entire month! Going to wear frilly cute clothes for the occasion 


there is a mosquito in my room


Lack of motivation is scary
How can you imagine a future when you are uninspired ?


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The situation that some humans can not provide themselves food because of a politic war make me sick.

While some people overconsume things
I can notice how uneducated, uneconomic, unrespectful my neighbours are on garbage day
How hypocrits show on national day
How alien I am to this world

At least I am not alienated
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Sometimes I am telling myself that I could go camping and do festivities like other young people but my worries are about the fact I could faint because my body is extremely weak
bro is always hungry, has a fast metabolism and 0 fat, run out of energy after two hours of socialising 
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Decided to go to cinema tonight
Might arrive late because it's a holy day so the public transport are slower than usual, but it's okay no stress
Going on all by myself

About to watch : Dare mo shiranai (2004)

update : 
arrived on time ! The film was so lovely, beautiful, poetic and so so so sad also. Had to choke with my tears a little bit...
My first experience to go alone at cinema was amazing. Such a beautiful time, and I got a analog ticket ! going to stick it in my agenda and write a note about it tonight 
I brought an umbrella and wanted to give it away because i am moving soon and own too many umbrellas (I just "forget" things outside because it's inconvenient for me lol) so I just left it there. Someone lucky will find it probably!


Spend an afternoon with a cat ! I forgot how intense is to share a moment of confidence with a feline
feeling loved, accepted

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Friend starting to write with dots placed after each sentence makes me so anxious

/leave the chat

 


Jumping out of bed, doing your day, then come back home to ronpiche 💤 

feeling : lazy  cosy, happy
received some presents from Gloums and dreamed about it
kinda hungry

MEMESHIKUTE MEMESHIKUTE TSURAIYOO 君と手を繋ぎ踊りたい沢山の人混みの中で君の笑顔だけが輝いて ... i should send this to Chloe It's going to rain all week !! woke up at 14h today what the hell... It's Saturday and I haven't done any artfight attacks this year because I am just melting of heat. 28°c, initially wanted to go get some metallic trinkets found on the ground at marolles but I heard some rain will pour this afternoon/evening. Indeed the sky is very grey! Often telling myself : I should've done earlier ! But it's not the case so let's move forward Mom is coming to move some furnitures, clothes, bedsheets and plants tomorrow. First move first move been invited in a garden party for the first time this summer wawawah my goal today is to find and drink tomato juice 🍅 update : it went well !! Mogo had to leave early but I stayed a little bit of time after, staying in my corner to finish the art I was drawing then left like a ninja Been awaken by the neighborhood leaf blower, his machine is doing awful loud noises fwuuuuu fwuuuuuuuuuu Today's mission is : going out to buy some banh pho ! Went to Tinie's Watching Tunnel to Summer (2022) so beautiful
heyo !
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for a sane future :
- eternal
- express sincerely yourself
- moving, go back to family house
- find a sane life : wake up at 7h, going to sleep at 22h
- living in the day, morning routine
- learn to bot speak too much, not take too much place
- preparing food for midday lunch
- organising your week and weekends ! (plannings)
- pursuit my studies, do researches
- read books, sociology studies
- wander in the library, borrow books
- discovering new places (always !)
- learn to speak "origine linguistique"
- trouver une colocation/ des gens avec qui c'est safe et ok
- éviter d'être indécis.e, mais laisser le choix



to watch : - Cells at work! - Anohana - Beck - Hell's paradise - Gangsta - Darker than black - Witch hunter Robin (ep 3 or 4) - Hellsing (ep.6) - Kisarazu Cat's Eye (last ep) - Ikebukuro West Gate Park (7/11 ep) film : - One day, you'll reach the sea (2022) - Loin de moi, près de toi / A whisker away (2020) - Into the Faraway sky (2007) - Sunflower (2000) - Comme un aimant (2000) - Supremes (2021) watched : - Clannad (all seasons) - Hotarubi no mori e (2011) - Dobutsu no mori (2006) - Pet (2020) - Tunnel to Summer (2022) - Closed Note (2007) - Nobody Knows, Dare mo shiranai (2004)