bruhh
(new notes goes up! + date)
17.12.24 22:29 Dropped some things to sell spontaneously on my instagram story
I've been digging in 16colo.rs archives and found so much cool stuffs.
(thoughts...)
We all deserve to be loved noticed, respected. Happy, protected, peaceful.
Curling under blanket. Softness
Stop running after things you can't have
16.13.24 00:08 Being nostalgic, thinking about スウィートプール visual novel (Sweet Pool) The sountracks are so good... Truly make me feel something odd, melancholic, close and so distant from a time I can not and will never catch again somehow. But the thing is I truly lived through it for a time, the history will always be a part of me. It engraved something in my mind, something personal, important.
I also feel something when I watch Kyoto Animation animes, recently I've been watching Tsurune for no particuliar other reason that I adore and love the colours and animation of this studio, and surprisely adored and related with Seiya, this character truly has something common with my personnality and it's interesting to watching how someone introvert and serious deals in a group of teammates...
Back to Diving Deep and fade from SP, I'm feeling blue.
My sleeping schedule has been weird lately. I actually do many naps. I feel blue. Lonely. Melancholic.
Someone said that sleeping a lot is good for the skin and the mood.
Lack of sleep. Oversleep. My rhythm isn't good. Yell me to sleep !!
15.13.24 1:35 Took a nap when I arrived home and woke up at 22:35, hungry. Ate vietnamese flat rice noodles and an apple watching Tsurune (because literally bring me the sunlight I need)
15.13.24 19:32 Someone said I was charismatic but I honestly really want to be that person (totally opposite look)
Also, alcool hits hard, I am sleepy in the tram.
15.12.24 14:32 Decided to go out to see a friend, but they are late so I have to wait 50min at the station. People in the capital are desperate, they have diseases, ask for help, they calls you out every meter to ask you for a cig or money. Hopefully I dressed all black so I don't have interpellations about my outfit or whatever (because when I dress in egl and wander out, people just stare, or comment about your fit or even follow you)... I am anxious that I can't decide where I can go to hide myself. So I visited my old friend who has an antique shop near that old church. He is an old person, but he happily recognise me ! Then I came back to the station to find my friend, she arrived and we walked and talked and wandered in the Christmas market, we drank warm wine. It was lovely. Our discussions always are fruitful, she said something about "la lumière intérieure" and "l'âme". We always have interesting spiritual exchanges. I offered the golden book about Taoist thoughts and she surprised me offering a calligraphy box with old nibs. How lovely she is... We also chatted about our relationships and how unique is a human being, inevitably separate and individual in this society.
14.12.24 19:49 Ended up curling up in my bed and being unstoppablely comfy
14.12.24 13:54 Saturday, exercised on piano. Studying History of art. This month will be a calm moment, because exams are arriving soon (in January) and I must focus. I love studying, learning, taking break, and styding again. Today, I studied the Wisigoths (Spain), Lombards (Italy), Foyer Irlandais (Irland) and Francs (France) cultures. My notes are on uni page.
13.12.24 17:37 Happy 13/12 ! Today, I bought socks.
mood :
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