Moments of happiness :
Be kind with yourself Hydrate your plants and skin Respect your needs Laugh and smile Observe life Learn from your mistakes
What I want for my near future :Finding a peaceful job, being useful for societyKeep collecting items that make me happyMoving in a house with a gardenWalking in the forest and screaming with all my lungsLooking at the clouds Drawing more and being proud of my creations (Letters, enluminures, Still life, skies, woods, moss collages, textiles and fabric fine artworks, serigraphy, printing stickers) Writing letters to friends Sharing my art and potential Admiring beautiful spirited people Taste flowers and lot of tea ! (lavender, lilac) Eating fruits Printing my neocities page in a little fanzine Writing a citizen journalMeeting sensei in calligraphyTravelling and working in travel Making a jfashion and fashion page, asking strangers in street to shoot their outfitsFace tattoo, tongue piercing Taking beautiful portraits Uploading my photographies from digital camera on NC (done on flickr)Writing a visual novelThinking more positively and sharing good vibes to people Looking at people in eyes Writing beautiful sentence, poems, lyrics Studying new words, concepts Learning more about communication Habits I need to adopt in my life : Saying thanks to the world before eating Waking up early (7am) / Going to sleep before midnight Stop listening at music too loudly after 10pm Answering messages / Communicate directly Remember happy moments / Journaling Sharing knowledge Talking using exemples to support an idea (avoid missing subject) Learn to be kind with yourself Wearing cute outfits, brushing your hair, caress your own skin softly Smiling at the mirror, smiling to people in street Taking care of your room, clean up your spaceYour immortal lover would be Hestia !
As a lover of the goddess of the hearth, you long for stability and emotional maturity in your relationships. You like the heat of love, but not in the fiery way of passion, but the warmth of looking at a lifelong friend.
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Dream diary 夢日記 - Remembered that blue bird, Along this highway, Seen through the window, Who are you looking for ? Lone, Lost The wind through your eardrum Feathers paint with fractals The ground is grey Textured by multiple different gravels Gravitation doesn't help you to fly - The little house Leaning on the edge of its mountain - Surrounded by eyes Camera target Everyone is looking Nobody knows Where you hide Inside your eyelids Wounds are open Mouth is closed You scream - Locked inside a room Green sky, dull colours Pale walls of ashes You look for a key The entire space of the room sticks On your skin - Following the rose Under the opened window Glass are blurry It's slightly raining outside Moving to go downstairs Gorgeous old wooden stairs Draped with a long dusty burgundy carpet Opening the door of the garden Green light and natural rainy scent You're looking for statues - I ate the heart of the lover I ate the heart of the meat I ate the heart of the life And i got sick Liters and liters of bile Flooding from my mouth Is life is taking revenge ? - Blue tower, like my bedsheet The elevator of glass lift me up to find my room There was a water pool with lightning and some attracted vehicles that seemed floating around This place was a dream I couldn't find my room so I searched the keys The heat was getting hotter while I was trying to not panic There was no number on the keys So I had to use my head room n° - Picnic tables in a green gymnasium Primary school, cardboard signed plates Fancy concert fair, eyecatching guitar - Culture market and high temperature Folding carpets, lots of fabric Am I looking to travel ? - A hug for someone who needed it - Falling asleep in a couch somewhere, and waking up in a totally forest-like house Being looking for cold water, or that icecubed apple juice Opening the fridge and seeing so many desserts my friends have done (I asked myself : why so many ?) - Took an apple from a stand and crush the cardboard box because it looks so crispy What the fuck is wrong with me The seller saw me and so I said sorry But I explained that I love apples and the crisps and he laughed (I think) - Summer, swimming pool, wind I miss the good old times - Was back at my mom's house There was gusts of wind Received a video on my phone My brother was here, outside The garden was shattered In front of the house, there was so many flowers and a sheep - Sleepy brother, I offered him a cushion and plaid and opened the window so he can rest - Was in the forest with schoolmates, decided to take another way, I sit on a bench. It was warm, I was smoking, then I saw an old friend Gielis. He appeared, and I received many many messages from N who went visit his parent's house. I miss them. I also wanted to visit my parents. Then I started to walk and some flying bugs were disrupted me, I had to walk back because I forgot my pullover somewhere. Then I saw Juliette running and playing a ball game with my teacher, I walk to their ways, it was a course and I was late so I sprinted and the schema of my solitude was proven that I grew differently. - Central Station. Civil war. The duo splits. I just wanted to take the train to watch the landscapes, with the high tagged and deteriorated walls. Someone was by my side, consider them as my partner. A bomb exploded and I had to run away on the roof of a train someone tried to stab me and I unconsciously seduced them - Metropole, hide myself in an underground cafe/bar. Dark wooden tables, some paper sheets to draw on. Took my markers, and start to write. My friend, Nekroz was here, I felt his staring gaze in my shoulder, tense as usual. - We were at the Central station, the large station of train. I was about to take the train, like I usually do and watch the landscapes, with the high tagged and deteriorated walls. But this time, I was with someone, I don't know who, it was someone I consider as my partner, as a duo. Someone I trust, like we were in a shounen-ai story. Suddenly, a war exploded and we had to run away and the duo splits. I lost my half. The half of my heart. My half-soul. I jumped on the top of a train and it starts to leave the station. Someone tried to hurt me, but I unconsciously seduced them. I struggle. It hurts. - Landlord came to visit my place, there was people on my house like a kind of school exposition and each of us had to speak or show something. Friends of mine were animating and suddenly the landlord asked me to show something, a song. Something that speaks my mind. It tookd me some time to decide what I wanted to show, and I was angry because I just had a dispute with someone and ended up a toxic relationship. I played " Sleeping beauty " by Akiakane because I always thought it was one of the most beautiful, powerful, and heartbreaking song I ever listened. - We were joining for a date You wore that little ear cat hat And we were going to a fair together - It was rainy outside, my crush was cleaning my house, I was supposed to take a shower and wear a very comfy pyjamas then I went downstairs and There was this cat I never saw that we let entering in the house It has colours of cocoa milk - Had to move from this house My ex was here, trying to take back all his craps and I helped them Maximalism dusty vintage items - Often I dream of that attic Very dusty one, with ropes or spider webs all around the ceiling Old wooden furnitures I feel in peace there... Outside stairs from the trees to the garden Events such as flea market in my street People are happy... - Glass table, a computer and a clean setup, room to install myself at desk Podcasting very funny one What is happening in the others rooms ? - Authority and dominant system radically decided to poison "people" like us And so they injected in our veins, a slow drug destined to kill us I was laying in a hall with thousand of people, dying but we were in individual bed, Trying to sleep and never wake up